I'm happier than I've ever been. I have an amazing wife and three wonderful children. But I'm not really happy. The depression takes over time and again. I just want it to stop. I've let it affect me in so many ways, and I can't admit it. So I'm venting here.
I've been battling it for years. It comes and goes, but its always there in one form or another. I try not to let it bother me, but lately I feel like its affecting my relationships with the people I love the most and that hurts me more than anything else.
