Depression sucks

I'm happier than I've ever been. I have an amazing wife and three wonderful children. But I'm not really happy. The depression takes over time and again. I just want it to stop. I've let it affect me in so many ways, and I can't admit it. So I'm venting here.

I've been battling it for years. It comes and goes, but its always there in one form or another. I try not to let it bother me, but lately I feel like its affecting my relationships with the people I love the most and that hurts me more than anything else.

My source for free kindle books

On my quest for success, I've been reading a lot of financial , self help, and motivational books. There's a huge amount of these books on Amazon in the Kindle Store. I've been finding a lot for free by checking Hunt4Freebies.com. They update their list of free Kindle books every day. I've already downloaded so many I can't keep up reading them. I hope someone else can find something that inspires them to pursue their dreams!

Starting the journey

Don't get me wrong, I love my job at Wal-Mart, but I'm ready to be my own boss. I'm ready to control my own destiny. I want to know that every dollar I bring in was wholly earned. This is the start of my journey. I'm making a pledge to myself to learn how to go into business for myself.